I’ve been thinking…
Why is it so easy for me to figure out what has to be done to make a change but is it so hard to actually take a step towards changing something? I think I’m just scared. I like to stay in my comfort zone, even though it’s the last place I want to be. But, ‘I can’t stay where I am while trying to go where I want to be’. So… Dilemma #1: How do I get out of this comfort zone? I am just going to stop being so scared. I’m in control right? Time for me to take that control and do something with it. Time for me to grow a pair and just do it. I have nothing to worry about! Staying here won’t make me feel any better. Not tomorrow and certainly not in 20 years. To the contrary. I will feel as if I have thrown my life away. The last thing I want, is to be an old lady, sitting in my rocking chair with my grandchildren around me, asking me about what it was like when I was young and telling them my life was dull; boring. I want to be that old lady that my grandchildren will ask ‘Really grandma? You did that?’ But that’s too far in the future. What I want, more than ever, is to be proud of myself. How am I going to make my future-self proud if I keep doing the same old boring things and if I never take a risk? I’m not someone who will just start following the crowd. But for some reason I haven’t start to find my own road. So in the meantime I’m just sitting on the couch waiting for something exciting to happen (on TV). But, not so secretly, I want to be the one who’s making things exciting. So why don’t I? To be really honest… I don’t have a single clue. Where’s blue with her clues when you need her? But I don’t need to know why I didn’t do it in the past… I need to know why I will, from now on. So why will I? Because I want to. Period. That’s all I need to know. If I want it, I am going to make it happen. I already started making plans in my head, the only thing I have to do is make those plans real. You know, I want to travel, see the hidden places of the earth. I want to jump from cliffs and dive to see the most beautiful fishes. I want to learn crazy languages that I will probably never need in my life! I want to learn how to play guitar and get back to my piano lessons. I want to live! Enjoy every waking second. I don’t know how, but I will get out of this comfort zone and I am going to make my life exciting! Are you having a hard time breaking out of your comfort zone? What are the things you want to do? Please share your thoughts/experiences in the comments. Or send me an email --> Contact --> fill in the form You can always tag me on Instagram and Twitter @uGottaLoveAimee
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AuthorMy passion is writing. I started writing stories when I was only 6 years old and I still do it today. Blogging is something I've been wanting to do for a long time, so here we are. Archives
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