So... I just spend the last week in Rome. I walked and walked and walked. My feet still hurt three days later but it was totally worth it! I saw so many things in such a short period.
Rome was on top my list of places I wanted to see. It still is. I want to go back! I knew that a change of scenery would be good for me. I knew that because the time I spend at my moms house helped me too. I booked this trip about 5 months ago so I knew it was coming but it couldn't have been timed better. Coming back was a great part of the vacation too because I WANTED to go home. I missed my babygirl and I was ready to be home. Even though I could've stayed in Rome for another week if I had my baby with me. I feel recharged. I feel great to be honest. It does kinda scare me because what if this is just what's left over from the trip and there's a limit to this feeling? What if I collapse next week? What if...? What if? Well... that's something to figure out IF it happens. It's not guaranteed that I'll feel like I did before I left. Right now, this is all that matters. I'm enjoying this. Today I feel great. Tomorrow is a new day and I'll find out how I feel tomorrow but I refuse to worry today about how I might feel tomorrow. I'm not worrying anymore (I'm trying really hard!). I want to be happy and if I won't stop worrying that it doesn't matter how I feel today. I'm loving life again. I wake up ready to get the day started. I like who I see in the mirror (probably because of the tan 😜). This is how I want to feel. I'm going to make the most of each and every day because even this feeling isn't guaranteed. But right now it's here so what else to do than enjoy it? It all comes down to right now. Yesterday doesn't matter. Tomorrow can't matter yet. It shouldn't. Right now. I need to enjoy right now.
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