Sometimes I'm tired of always being the bigger person. Why do I always have to keep my feelings to myself?
But when I think about it... I'm the one who gains the most from not following their lead. By trying to keep it together I have gained the strength of self control. I've learned to use my words in a moment when I'd much rather just scream out any word that came to mind. I've learned how to calm myself down so I can think about the situation with a clear mind. In that moment, being the bigger person isn't always what you feel like you should do but 'they' will never be able to say that you are out of character. Think about yourself (and your children). Put your pride aside because 99/100 times it's not even worth losing your cool over. ------ I know this is the shortest entry I've ever posted but to be honest, it's hard to write about positivity when you can't really find any positivity in yourself. I'm trying really hard to let go of what's bothering me right now but it's hard because I'm still in the middle of it. I can't put this aside and because I can't do that yet I can't let it go. But I'm working on it. I'm trying to figure out how to get away from this situation so I can move on from it. I'm a work in progress 😊
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AuthorMy passion is writing. I started writing stories when I was only 6 years old and I still do it today. Blogging is something I've been wanting to do for a long time, so here we are. Archives
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