A few weeks ago somebody jumped in front of the train I was on. I can't let go of that thought. I avoid taking the train for longer than 30 minutes. If I think about going somewhere that makes me sit in a train for longer than that, I'm most likely canceling those plans. I don't really know why, but being in a train that long makes me feel uncomfortable.
I kept thinking about that unidentified person. Was it a man or a woman? How old were they? What made them decide to jump and end everything? No one knows what it was that went through that persons head. No one knows how far he or she was pushed up to the edge of that cliff. We don't know. We don't have the slightest clue of their fight. It made me think. We might think that that one grumpy kid in the back of the class is just grumpy. But maybe he's dealing with a lot of things that he's been hiding. Maybe we look at that loud person at work and wish we could be that confident. We don't know how they come home and which mask they put on in the morning. We don't know! maybe that person that jumped wasn't planning on jumping but ran into someone on his or her way and got into an argument or maybe it was just a dirty look on another person's face... I guess we'll never find out. But I want to be nicer to others. If you are struggling with yourself... please talk to someone. You belong in this world. You deserve to be here and even if we might not know each other... I know that you're too important to be missed. You're too important to just be a picture on the wall or a memory. You are so much more. I need you to see that! I need you to realize how beautiful you are and what a good person you are. We all make mistakes, we all run into messed up situations and we all deal with people who try to break us. But you are stronger than them. Stronger than you believe. Trust me. Please don't give up! I know it's cloudy right now and maybe even pouring but I promise, the sun will come back! You will know happiness again, I promise ! Just promise me that you won't give up! Please ?
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AuthorMy passion is writing. I started writing stories when I was only 6 years old and I still do it today. Blogging is something I've been wanting to do for a long time, so here we are. Archives
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