I know I've been skipping a lot of weeks lately. My head is so full that I can't make sense of any of it anymore. I'm doing everything in my power to keep my head up and keep from drowning but it's hard. It takes so much energy to keep swimming... not to mention having to stay positive about it all.
But I'm not giving up. Never have and never will. But that doesn't take away that it gets really hard sometimes. My clouds are the darkest grey you can imagine. Every now and then, a few times a day, they let through a little bit of sunshine and I soak up as much as I can but the clouds weigh me down. I'm tired. Like I said and will keep saying, I won't give up. There is too much that I can fight for. But I'm just a little out of breath. I'm taking some time to catch my breath so I can go on and make tomorrow brighter. I'm working on it. The times that I choose not to upload anything is when everything around me is closing in on me. Just pressing 'post' and posting it to social media is too much on those days. So I choose not to. If anything I have learned to be selfish. I have learned to put myself in front of EVERYTHING else! I had to accept that it's ok to be selfish. If I wouldn't... I wouldn't be standing anymore.
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AuthorMy passion is writing. I started writing stories when I was only 6 years old and I still do it today. Blogging is something I've been wanting to do for a long time, so here we are. Archives
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